WHAT TO MAKE OF IT

yes, I am lonely
what to make of it?

do I go on and on and on about it
in stupid little notes to myself?
or do I pick up and go on
and live a life for myself in which I don't dwell on failure?

yes, I must be positive
I will be positive
I will be of good cheer

it is that season after all
the Christ Mass is just 2 days away

Christ Mass has always been a bit of a disappointment to me

New Years Eve has had its share of disappointment as well
but it has also been very fun many times

I will be good
I will have fun
I will be happy

I will
I will do what I want
I will make money doing what I want
I will be happy doing what I want
I will convince myself of this

- S. Marvin Tuomala, 2004